Letting It Out

So yaaayy me! I lost my best friend! The only time I've ever had a real best friend whom I tell EVERYTHING to, is gone. Just. Like. The. Wind. This is bothering! Very bothering! She knows that it's the first time I've ever had a real best friend but noooo! It's okay! She can lose her best friend because she has other people! She has other best friends! Well I do too but we share the same best friends.. I hate it so much! So a couple of minutes ago,  one of my best friends (our mutual best friend) DMs me on twitter and asks about what happened and then I told her that we had a huge fight revolving a secret of hers and stuff and I've never said this before but it was the first and last time I'll ever say that "You can go ask her, I don't want her to say that I am unworthy again" I lowered myself and said that! Who would ever say that? NO ONE! okay maybe some people would but what? 10 out of a million? So then xxx(our mutual best friend) says "you guys better get over this you're like sisters." it was actually pretty funny! I told her "you mean were.." Super short post I know but just wanted to get that off my chest. We've actually been not best friends for over a week but nobody noticed -which is good when you think about it. You won't get asked questions like you're in an interview or something-. Only one of our best friends knew because she's in the same school as ours, the other two are in different schools though we're still all really close.